Tuesday, 31 December 2013
Monday, 23 December 2013
A year of unfulfilled dreams and revitalized ambitions
The past few months have been
quite challenging for me, particularly the last half of 2013. My resolutions
for this year were largely to be achieved in the second half. I was met with
frustration and disappointment right from the first month of the third quarter.
The Job I had been counting on could not be given because apparently the status
of the potential employer at the company had changed. That meant I had to
postpone my entry into a career I had loved so much and dedicated almost half a
decade of my life preparing for.
Nevertheless, I got an offer at a
government ministry. I gladly took it up though it had little to do with my preferred
career path, largely because I desperately needed something to do. Don’t get me
wrong but I’m not the type that enjoys long spells of redundancy. I was happy
to be making a small contribution to building my country especially in a sector
that is seriously lagging behind compared to any standard worth its name.
In the meantime, I was busy
browsing the internet and scrounging newspapers looking for any available
opportunities. Having applied for one such opportunity in a large group of
companies, I went through a month of interviews until the last one where I
discovered someone had been groomed to take that position right from the first
interview. I took that failure gracefully and moved on. A couple more applications
later and absence of responses, I resigned myself to reapplying after
graduation.
The experience at the Ministry
has not been a rosy one. If you have worked in a place without a contract and
living at the mercy of the boss hoping he will have some consideration for your
plight, you may partly know what I mean. You won’t know all of it because my
kind of boss actually doesn’t care. In fact, as I speak now, I’m leaving for
Christmas without being paid because someone somewhere pocketed some money he
wasn’t supposed to, so our package was used to refund it after accountability
was demanded. So now you have an idea of what kind of year I have had. There
is little I would have achieved on the part of my personal resolutions under
the circumstances.
That is not to say that I am
perfect. I have made a few mistakes along the way. Some people have tried to
pull me down, maybe with good reason. There have been times I thought I was
almost beyond saving. But I bounced back revitalized and reenergized. In the same
vein, I have had triumphs and successes. I have grown and metamorphosed into a better
writer, better reader, a commentator, a quantity surveyor, a friend and a Christian.
Like the good people of God, i have found strength in adversity and picked wisdom
from my failures. I have tried to learn forgiveness from my friends and to
settle feuds without bitterness. I have learnt not to succumb to evil but to
challenge it. I have learnt to trust and always appeal to a higher power in all
situations. I have learnt to give thanks in all circumstances and live each day
at a time. I have cofounded a savings and investment group with boundless
opportunities. I have learnt to love with all my heart and laugh really
heartily. I have dedicated my life to service for my country. I have written
widely about the principles of good governance, constitutionalism and human
rights. I have condemned poor governance and anti-democratic practices in the
same forum.
Though i look at life, career and
business as clear uphill battles in the coming years, these are battles I am
ready to fight. I feel much revitalized and I have redirected my energies. Next
year is a year of achievement coupled with even greater ambition. I will reach
into my inner being and find whatever strength and motivation I need to
succeed. I will also continue to appeal to a higher power and hold onto the
Hope that His son brings as we receive him birthed unto us to clear our way of
obstacles. And for those people who plan to pull me down, I have three little
words: I am success. The one who made me has given me permission to spread my
wings and fly, and not even you can stop me.
Pathias. A
Saturday, 14 December 2013
Invictus
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
William Ernest Henley
Monday, 9 December 2013
Elitism and Lessons from Nelson Mandela
Many
of us woke up in the morning of 6th December, to the heartbreaking
news of the departure of perhaps the greatest statesman to have ever lived in
Africa and maybe the entire world. We all knew that Nelson Mandela’s time to
part with us was coming sooner or later, but nevertheless, nothing seems to
have prepared us for this profound loss. Mr. Mandela’s renowned and illustrious
political struggle for equality, justice and human rights endeared him to the
hearts of almost everyone who lived in his time and beyond. He championed
reconciliation and forgiveness after enduring great suffering for a large part
of his life at the hands of the apartheid regime. And to me, that will forever
remain his beacon of excellence as someone who was larger than life itself. He
is the hero for all freedom loving people and he will forever be remembered for
giving the world human dignity.
I
belong to the school of thought that believes people like Mandela should not be
mourned but celebrated. My culture taught me that when a person has grown old
and attained a certain age group, when they finally rest, we shouldn’t mourn
their death but celebrate their achievements for the time we shared our lives
with them. And indeed Mandela said he wanted to be remembered as a man who had
lived his life and served his purpose on earth. He taught the continent to
forgive and the world to be moral.
As
tributes poured in from all corners of the globe to the great leadership icon,
one could observe everyone trying to associate themselves with the man. Even
those who caught a glimpse of him at an airport or a major rally at a state
visit are struggling to compile a few paragraphs to describe the experience in
his tribute. This kind of endearment to almost everyone is unprecedented.
Unfortunately, we do not seem to have benefitted from his legacy. And like a
local commentator said, either Mandela had very bad students or he was a bad
teacher. Personally, I’m compelled to believe the former to be true. Albeit, I
think it’s not too late.
The
lessons he taught, emphasized and lived by seem to have remained stories for
researchers and authors. Justice, reconciliation, political accommodation,
sacrifice for what is good, rule of law, equality, et al. are ideals that we
still struggle to find in today’s leaders in Africa and beyond. One may argue
that Mandela found himself compelled to live up to the image that had been
built around him while he was languishing in jail for almost three decades. My
opinion however is that the choices he made and the ideals he upheld are what
delivered him to that revered place in every one’s mind.
The
elites in Uganda and indeed the world have run to Twitter and Facebook, in this social media driven age, to write
their favourite quotes of Mandela and to produce a semblance of inspiration
they might have drawn from the leader. The truth however is that these same
elites are not living these lessons but rather directly or indirectly
perpetrating the new “apartheid” of poverty, inequality and injustice. We the elites have failed to walk the talk. We
rather have acquired talent but failed on ethics. We have skills that lack
values and knowledge devoid of conscience. We applaud the disregard of the law
as long as it serves our inherent strategic interests of advancing our position
in society and getting us closer to the pot of gold. We knowingly abet
government’s aggression of political dissent to appear favourable to the powers
that be. In such times of political crisis when constitutionalism is on trial
and laws are being skewed to reflect the wishes of the regimes or else risk
being ignored, opportunism is on offer and the elites have on more than several
occasions fallen short of the ‘Mandela principles’.
We
cannot build a modern, democratic and transformed society if we the elite
remain selfish, uncompromising and continuously fail to form a constructive
debate and activism to deliver us there. We must rise up to the occasion where
the powers at the centre have failed to hold. It seems like the best of us lack
the conviction while the worst are full of passion and intensity.
We
must stop protecting and excusing the corrupt because they ‘are part of us’ in
terms of ethnicity, religion or political affiliation and yet we call on the
rest to be sacrificed. These double standards will not help us build a world we
can be proud of. We must not seek self-gratification but work as instruments of
good and social transformation that we have been empowered to be. A life of
service is the true mark of achievement. Mandela’s life doesn’t require a
further example. The great scriptures are very clear in reference to elites that,
“to those whom much is given, much will be required.”
Let
us not just be proud of Mandela’s immense achievement but rather get inspired
to dig out that small Mandela in each of us and bring him onto the stage to
honour his legacy.
Fare
thee well Madiba.
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